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| I tak cukup kuat ke utk jadi polis? 💩 (SUKEM Teakwando 2016). Abaikan mulut gitu, sebab sis pakai mouthgurd |
Benda ni selalu had triggered me a lot whenever:
1) Orang tanya "Polis ke?" / "Kenapa tak jadi Polis?"
2) Bila tengok perempuan Polis pakai uniform including Ibu :D
I was grown up with both my parents as police. Membesar persekitaran penduduknya ialah Polis (Beret Polis) since 1995 ya. Ibu pula rajin libatkan I dengan program anak-anak polis or any event polis. Kiranya from little to grown up lady. Tapi yang peliknya I was never thinking of to be a police woman. Maybe my parents never encourage me to be one of them. Waktu sekolah when I started have to choose kokurikulum badan berunifrom pun, my Ibu would said "Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah (PBSM)". Maybe she wants nurture me to be something in medical. Dari dulu cakap suruh jadi Doctor. So yeah you can see where the interest come from?. Ayah or ibu also never tell me what police do, what the best things to be police, instead vice versa.
When I was in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) pun I did tell my parents that to mantain kolej kediaman I have to be active to collect markah merit but if I want to be secure, any alternative I have to be part in SUKSIS or PALAPES. Dorang tahu SUKSIS tu apa, and dorang bagitahu; ada Pegawai ni dari SUKSIS la, ada yang Kadet Polis waktu Diploma pun terus jump to SJN. So yeah all the explainations never encourage me to be. Tapi ayah ada la rasanya pernah cakap kalau kakak nak jadi polis boleh la ambil SUKSIS. But yeah once again, interest must be developed from the very beginning of the process, I'm late kan hurhurhur. But Alhamdullah I am greatful that I experience a lot in UKM which made me who I am now.
Here me now will marry a Police man very soon. Haaa ni lagi satu, pun never been dreaming of marry a Police, never in my list for few reasons. Tapi bila reflect balik kalau I jadi polis boleh jadi kahwin juga dengan polis tapi mungkin bukan dengan UZ la. Boleh jadi Ahmad ke, Ali ke kan, kenal waktu rekrut ke, 1 bangunan ke, 1 jabatan ke :D. Allah dah aturkan cantik, memang kami akan kenal selepas UZ habis rekrut dan kejadiannya sehingga sekarang.
Menjawab 1 & 2 di atas sekali. Maybe orang tengok I tinggi, ibu pula polis, tambahan bakal suami polis, memang orang aim soalan "Polis ke", "Kenapa tak jadi Polis?". Nak nak sekarang I masih student, tiada pekerjaan yang boleh dibanggakan, jadi bila tengok perempuan pakai uniform or ibu ke dia jadi questioning, "ni kalau aku jadi polis ni mesti begini begitu".
I strongly believe that Allah has planned my life macam ni; "mak bapaknya polis DAN aku bagi dia kahwin dengan polis sebab nak break the stigma about 'lelaki polis' that she always heard and seen. Aku tak bagi dia ada interest jadi polis walaupun environment dia polis sebab I have plan something better for her". InShaAllah, Aamiin <3
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