Polis Wanita or Bini Polis?

I tak cukup kuat ke utk jadi polis? 💩 (SUKEM Teakwando 2016).
Abaikan mulut gitu, sebab sis pakai mouthgurd

Benda ni selalu had triggered me a lot whenever:

1) Orang tanya "Polis ke?" / "Kenapa tak jadi Polis?"

2) Bila tengok perempuan Polis pakai uniform including Ibu :D 

I was grown up with both my parents as police. Membesar persekitaran penduduknya ialah Polis (Beret Polis) since 1995 ya. Ibu pula rajin libatkan I dengan program anak-anak polis or any event polis. Kiranya from little to grown up lady. Tapi yang peliknya I was never thinking of to be a police woman. Maybe my parents never encourage me to be one of them. Waktu sekolah when I started have to choose kokurikulum badan berunifrom pun, my Ibu would said "Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah (PBSM)". Maybe she wants nurture me to be something in medical. Dari dulu cakap suruh jadi Doctor. So yeah you can see where the interest come from?. Ayah or ibu also never tell me what police do, what the best things to be police, instead vice versa. 

When I was in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) pun I did tell my parents that to mantain kolej kediaman I have to be active to collect markah merit but if I want to be secure, any alternative I have to be part in SUKSIS or PALAPES. Dorang tahu SUKSIS tu apa, and dorang bagitahu; ada Pegawai ni dari SUKSIS la, ada yang Kadet Polis waktu Diploma pun terus jump to SJN. So yeah all the explainations never encourage me to be. Tapi ayah ada la rasanya pernah cakap kalau kakak nak jadi polis boleh la ambil SUKSIS. But yeah once again, interest must be developed from the very beginning of the process, I'm late kan hurhurhur. But Alhamdullah I am greatful that I experience a lot in UKM which made me who I am now. 

Here me now will marry a Police man very soon. Haaa ni lagi satu, pun never been dreaming of marry a Police, never in my list for few reasons. Tapi bila reflect balik kalau I jadi polis boleh jadi kahwin juga dengan polis tapi mungkin bukan dengan UZ la. Boleh jadi Ahmad ke, Ali ke kan, kenal waktu rekrut ke, 1 bangunan ke, 1 jabatan ke :D. Allah dah aturkan cantik, memang kami akan kenal selepas UZ habis rekrut dan kejadiannya sehingga sekarang.

Menjawab 1 & 2 di atas sekali. Maybe orang tengok I tinggi, ibu pula polis, tambahan bakal suami polis, memang orang aim soalan "Polis ke", "Kenapa tak jadi Polis?". Nak nak sekarang I masih student, tiada pekerjaan yang boleh dibanggakan, jadi bila tengok perempuan pakai uniform or ibu ke dia jadi questioning, "ni kalau aku jadi polis ni mesti begini begitu". 

I strongly believe that Allah has planned my life macam ni; "mak bapaknya polis DAN aku bagi dia kahwin dengan polis sebab nak break the stigma about 'lelaki polis' that she always heard and seen. Aku tak bagi dia ada interest jadi polis walaupun environment dia polis sebab I have plan something better for her". InShaAllah, Aamiin <3

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TERIMA KASIH. SEMOGA BERMANFAAT

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Unexpected Love

I'm thinking about something that's been going around in my head and heart: the idea of love that comes from my best experience and magical unexpected love <3

Love usually comes into our lives when we're not looking for it. It sneaks up on us like a soft breeze, quietly touching our hearts and changing our world in ways we never thought possible. It is a mysterious force that goes against reasoning and makes no sense, but it has the power to bring a lot of happiness, growth, and fulfilment.

When we talk about surprising love, we mean when someone comes into our lives out of the blue and lights a fire in us. It may happen slowly, like a fire that gets stronger over time, or it may hit us like a bolt of lightning, setting our hearts on fire at once.

Unexpected love is so charming because it can make us question what we think we know and break down the walls we've built around ourselves. It shows us that love doesn't care about age, appearance, or what other people think. It just is, tying the minds of two people together in a way that can't be explained.

Sometimes love comes out of the blue in the form of a friendship that grows into something more. This is the person who knows us well, accepts our flaws, and backs us no matter what. It's the person who can see past our faces and loves us for who we really are.

In other cases, love comes out of the blue when it seems like it shouldn't. It could be the result of a chance meeting or a happy accident that changes the direction of our lives for good. It asks us to be open to the unknown, to take risks, and to believe in the power of the universe's divine plan.

Unexpected love can be exciting and make you feel good, but it can also make you feel vulnerable and unsure. It causes us to face our fears, let someone else in on our deepest feelings, and find our way through uncharted areas of the heart. But it's in those places where we feel weak that we find the most power and growth.

If you find yourself falling in love with someone you didn't expect to, enjoy it. Embrace the trip, enjoy every moment, and have faith that love will work out in the most beautiful and unexpected ways. Let your heart lead you, and let love show you the way.

May you be lucky enough to find a love that knows no limits, defies standards, and brings you unending joy.

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TERIMA KASIH. SEMOGA BERMANFAAT

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Getting Ready To Be A Wife

 

My best friend shared this screenshoot to me this week and said "Doa you dimakbulkan". ALHAMDULILLAH

I was shocked to see that I had sent her old Whatsapp texts. I don't remember saying this, but yes, I've been planning to get married in 28 to 30 years since I was in my early 20s. And, thanks Allah, my prayer and dream have come true. I'll be a wife in a month and a few days to Mr. UZ <3

All plans are carried out the way they were made. 80% of everything is set up, but I'm worried about the Pilihan Raya Negeri, which the prediction may happening in July, the same month as my event. I hope the signal is fixed and that there won't be any more delays, Aamiin

P/S: Masa ni belum sign up master lagi, bulan 10 baru official master students and it almost 3 years tak habis lagi. Tak cari kerja tapi cari husband, Hahaha. InshaaAllah this year settle habis tesis master then road to PhD! YAYY.. Semoga Allah izinkan dan mudahkan, Aamiin.

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TERIMA KASIH. SEMOGA BERMANFAAT

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